Today, I have my first blank thought moment ever in the history of my blog (which actually in blog world years does almost have something vaguely akin to “history” now).

There is nothing I want to write or tell you.

This is because my father is ill.

My mother sounds very small on the phone.

I’ve changed all my plans and I’m going to see them tonight.

All I want to say is:-

FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. Repeat ad nauseum all day

Which isn’t very impressive. I thought I’d have more to say on the matter. But I don’t.

Sorry, so please forgive the swear words. He means far too much to me for any other words to work.

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18 Comments
  • Chris
    November 3, 2010

    Thinking of you, from what you have written before your Dad is a fighter his daughter takes after him. Take carexx

    • Family Affairs
      November 3, 2010

      Thank you – lets hope so – he certainly has proved to be so far L x

  • Laura
    November 3, 2010

    Thinking of you L x

  • Dulwich Divorcee
    November 3, 2010

    Sending you a big hug. And saying some extra fucks for you – ‘fuck, fuck, fuck.’ xx

  • janelle
    November 3, 2010

    pole sana lulu…thinking of your dad, you and family… xxxxx

  • Eclipse
    November 3, 2010

    Big hugs x

  • Expat Mum
    November 3, 2010

    Just swear away dear! Hope he makes a speedy recovery.

  • QldDeb
    November 3, 2010

    You & your parents are in my prayers.

  • Kristin
    November 4, 2010

    Your words are perfect.

  • aussie friend
    November 4, 2010

    So sorry to hear this. Please give him our love and best wishes and to your mum too. I hate to think of her sounding small on the phone. Not like her at all. K xx

  • libby
    November 4, 2010

    Wishing good thoughts for you and yours…for fuck sake…never worry about blank brain stuff on a blog….just see to your family..hope all is well.

  • fd
    November 4, 2010

    so sorry to hear this, sending him and you and the rest of the family some extra strength to get through this bout of illness.

  • English Mum
    November 4, 2010

    I’m keeping up the ‘fuckfuckfuckfuck’ for you so you can concentrate on your Dad. Big huge hugs my lovely friend xxx

  • Muddling Along
    November 5, 2010

    I’m so sorry – will be keeping your family in my prayers

  • Helen P
    November 6, 2010

    I remember hearing my mum sounding very small on the phone too. You are all in my thoughts. x

  • Chic Mama
    November 7, 2010

    Sorry to read that your father is ill. Thinking of you all. x